Saturday, 4 June 2011

I don't take drugs. My dreams are frightening enough.

This post it gonna be full of my favourite quotes. I could sit for hours and scan through loads of quotes and still not get bored, in fact it's one of my favourite things to do.

I've put together some of my favourite quotes and some of my favourite photo designs which include quotes. I hope you enjoy reading them! :)

"No one will love you until you love yourself just a little."

"Change your thoughts and you change your world." -Norman Vincent Peale.

"We cant change the world, unless we change ourselves."
Notorious B.I.G.

"I've never dropped anyone I believed in." -Marilyn Monroe

"The body is meant to be seen, not all covered up." -Marilyn Monroe

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Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Xtra Factor vs X Factor

So the new judges have already had their first day at there new job on the X Factor. I know a lot of people have moaned about the new judges, but I can't wait.
I think they were all great choices considering they have experienced the music experience hands on. And as much as I thought the judges looked amazing last year, lets hope that it doesn't turn into who looks the best? this year!

So the judges have been revealed as:

Gary Barlow
Kelly Rowland
Louis Walsh
Tulisa from N-Dubz

And for the Xtra Factor:

Caroline Flack
Olly Murs

So on the first day at work, how did the judges look? Pictures above.

All females look amazing in my eyes, and I expect some more stylish outfits from the girls.
Caroline Flack always seems to look amazing in anything, just like Tulisa and Kelly, who are both styling the latest trends- brights and jumpsuits. And the men looking very smart too however not a fan of Lois outfit compared to the others!

What do you think of the new judges? Who would be your dream team? :)

Bye for now,

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Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Relaxing in the life of me.

My life can seem pretty hectic at times, college 3 days a week and placement 2 days a week. And revision on top nd that. Its no different compared to other teenagers lives. In fact, compared to some its pretty easy. However, no matter how easy or hard life is, I believe everyone needs time to just relax and chill for a while. I also know some people find relaxing quite hard- my mum being one of those people.

Here are a few of my favourite ways:

Reading- I love a really good read, and once I get addicted to a book, I can't put it down. My current book is Water For Elephants, its amazing! I've not yet seen the film though.

Watching a film- A good film will always help relax. I watched Sweeny Todd recently with my fiance and I loved it, needless to say some eye candy will always help too.

Writing- Writing is one of my passions. I can write about very meaningful, hard times in my life and feel a lot better for it.

Music- Listening to my favourite music too, it does help that I love a lot of pop, cheesy music too.

Having some silent time- This is my favourite way to relax, and as silly as it sounds, Im at my most relaxed after it. Sitting on my bed, reading a magazine with no tv, or music. Its just bliss!

I hope yous have learnt a little more about me and the ways I find easy to do to help me relax.

Cya next time,

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Monday, 30 May 2011

What's new?

Thought I would update you lot with what's going on in my life right now.

College nabs and exams seem to be taken over tbh, but not long til my last day of this college course- roll on 17th June! I seriously have met some amazing people on the course this year, and ones I hope to stay in touch with.
Im not entirely sure what my next steps are- I've taken such a weird turn in my career recently, I've been looking forward to my next course NC in Media Production. That was until I emailed a company about a seeing if I could work with them etc, they've been back in touch with me asking for details about me etc, and saying they may be able to take me on. However, this job would be working with children, and I seriously want it so bad!
Why is life so blaming confusing when you least want it to be? I know no one never wants a confusing life, but at times you can appreciate more than others surely?!

Another thing happening right now is Summer! It don't feel like it tho, trust me! We've had hurricane like winds recently, and April showers yet its about blaming June!? Im starting to wonder if I can count on the weather being decent for my first wedding ever, and if my outfit will be appropriate in any weather- oh yeah wait, I've not picked it yet!?
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Sunday, 15 May 2011

Options and mistakes

This post is about why I picked the childcare course Im on the now, it is one of my biggest regrets in life, as I've never wanted to work with children, but it was my only option which would allow me to leave school.

I was sat in maths one afternoon, our teacher was off yet again, and the supply we had was the old grandad type. Nice, but far too soft.

I wanted to leave school at the end of 4th year, but my mum didn't agree. I eventually decided I would do my last year, but as soon as that year started I knew it wasn't for me. I had no interest in school, knowing I wanted to leave.

That afternoon, my friend had said she had been accepted on her course that she'd applied for but there were still places on it. I knew this would be my only way out, so that lesson I printed of an application form and filled it in. Not long after I got a letter saying I had been accepted on an unconditional offer. I knew I didn't want to do childcare but can honestly say as much of a mistake I made, its been one heck of an experience.

I no longer feel stupid with only average grades, now I work harder and get above average, I am not miss brainy but I work hard for it, and the results are showing it. However, I've applied for a completely different course next year, with something I want to do.

My advice though, is don't apply for a course, just because a friends on it. It will do you know benefits. Just because you won't know anyone on the course doesn't mean you won't fit in. :)
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Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Likey like.

In my happy place.

I like my eyes.
I like my arms.
I like my hair.
I like how I wear my clothes.
I like being very small.
I like not wearing heels. Simply cause I am unable to walk in them.
I like patterned tights.
I love having neatly painted nails.
I like getting my back and neck tickled.
I like getting my hair played with.
I getting hugs and kisses from my fiance.
I like the colours pink and purple.
I like the Italian culture.
I like love hearts, and stars etc.
I like to go on picnics.
I like to go on walks in the country.
I like walking hand in hand with my partner.
I like being in the sun.
I like kissing in the rain.
I like being proud of myself.
I like my jewelry.
I like eatting food in general.
I like all things to do with romance.
I like Spring and Autumn the most.
I like sitting in a car, even although I've been in 3 accidents.
I like "styled" messy hair.
I like thick eye make up.
I like natural make up too.
I like looking at the stars.
I like being the first to see a rainbow, I feel lucky.
I like syrup on toast.
I like all different genres of music.
I like that I am so close to my little brother.
I like listening to the tick- tocking of a clock, it relaxes me.
I like how I am often told that I am a very nice girl, I probably am a spoilt brat at times.
I like how people comment on how organized I am, they seriously ain't seen my room.
I like 90210.
I like bows.
I like bags.
I like revising.
I like make up.
I like tea and coffee.

I will continue as I remember.

I like being me. I am proud of who I am.
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Words can often read truer than actions..

I love to write poems, and short stories. I feel it gets my emotions out if I am upset, angry or worried. I don't expect people to read what I write either, just thought people might be interested in reading some of my work.
I take what I write seriously as a lot of it can have a lot of deeper meanings to it, but I take criticism well.
I don't think my work is amazing, but I do think its decent.

1. Is This What Love Is?

Playfighting, the name calling,
The times we sit there just laughing,
I've never made a promise like this,
I am going to love you until the world isn't like this.

You're the one who understands,
My differences,
My fears,
My embarrassments,
I've fallen inlove and found my special one.

Every slow love song is about you,
When i am lying here,
Headphones on my ears,
Listening to songs about being happy.
I always remember when I first met you.

2. I'm Not Lying Anymore

Sometimes I wonder,
If you walked into my life
Meaning to make me feel this way.
All through the night,
I lie here asking myself,
Is it you?
Is it true?

I'm not going to lie no more.
Because I know its you.
And I know its true.

Sometimes I wonder,
Do you really care?
Or are you really there?
Why have you have you let me fall so far?
All through the night,
I lie here asking, is it true?

I'm not going to lie no more,
Because I know its you,
And this is true.

3. It's So Beautiful When He Smiles

She loves him.
Always has. Through everything.
Everythings perfect when he's around.
It's like deaths never happened,
The sun shined everyday and,
All rainbows had a pot of gold.
But no one told me about the day,
The day he smiled.
It gave life a diagnosis.
Life was beautiful.

The day he looked her way,
The day he had a curve upon his lip
The day life became reasoned.
And so far, some things never changed.
Some things are meant to be.

When that curve is on his lips,
And he's looking her way,
Some thing funny happens.

She goes funny inside,
All sparks relight.
And she's trapped in a world,
One she doesn't mind being lost in.
This world she wants to live in.

There will be more if a strong response. :)
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I don't need to be engaged to a prince to feel like a princess.. part 2 <3

Back home, I began to see him more often. When he was cleaning out his kennels in his back garden. I would make a point of looking out my window.

He became friends with my younger brother. One night when he came along to see if my brother wanted a game of football, my brother was out. I went to the door to tell him this, yet 5 hours later we were still sat talking! I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't think he felt the same. It was to amazing for this to be true, I thought.

The next day he asked my brother to ask me if I'd watch them play football, I said yes. I never knew that his game of football was actually a game of spin the bottle, and was an excuse for our first kiss. <3

For months after, we were on and off. I loved him but my insecurity often got the better of me. When I was with him I always thought he deserved better, but when I ended things, I knew he was all I wanted.

I eventually decided to fight my insecurity. On 31st December 2008, I decided new year, fresh start, and we decided we should be together. We wanted to be with each other so why not?

And we've been together fully ever since. I can't believe how much he inspires me.. And I love him more each and every day. We're now engaged. 15/1/2011. I can't wait to start planning my wedding to him. He is the only one for me.
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Tuesday, 12 April 2011

I don't have to be engaged to a prince to feel like a princess.

Everyone seems to be telling all on their love stories so thought I would add mine. Enjoy! <3

We first met on holiday at a place called Faskally Caravan Park, in Pitlochry. I was on holiday with my family and he was on holiday with a friend and his family. We were roughly about 11 years old when we first met.

I couldn't help but smile around him. His laugh was so contagious. His eyes were full of electric. I didn't know at the time, but I fell in love. However, I didn't know at this point he was a very close neighbour back home (two doors from mine in fact.)

I had made a friend whilst on holiday, something unusual considering I am pretty shy.

I remember standing with my "new" friend, and him and his friend. We were standing at a camel slide which was on the site.

I seriously couldn't help but smile around him. From then on, we were on and off. After meeting so young, we were quite immature, so we split up loads(it wasn't a relationship as such we were 11, however we didn't have other partners until atleast after a year of not being together.)

I met my next boyfriend at school, but I didn't love him, he was more like my brother- who looked out for me etc. As bad as it sounds, I always used to watch for my ex at this stage from my bedroom window.. I was mad about him.

I split from my ex- it wasn't fair for me to be with him yet crave the love from someone else who I couldn't help but want.

Keep eyes peeled for part 2..


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A quarter of me.

Facts about me.

1. My middle name, Maria, is named after my Gran.
2. I am engaged at 17 and I love it.
3. I always wanted to be called Roxy, when I was younger.
4. My birthday is on 2nd July.
5. I went deaf when I was younger, but I got gromets, so can now hear!
6. My fiance is also one of my neighbours.
7. I used to hate the colour pink, but I love it now.
8. I love all things hearts, stars, and swirls.
9. I love photography, and quotes. I can sit for hours reading them.
10. I am a huge fan of Marilyn Monroe, my room is covered in posters and different items of her- mugs, candles, duvet cover etc.
11. I prefer showers to baths.. Although, I love just chilling in a good bath.
12. I bite my nails, and I keep trying to stop but I only normally last a couple of weeks.
13. I love cuddles and kisses.
14. I love letters.
15. I love writing stories and poetry.
16. I love doodling.
17. I normally cut my own hair.
18. I love jewellery.
19. I love my fiance & family so much!
20. I am a social network and blogging addict.
21. My favourite films are, Ps, I love you, The Notebook and Ghost
22. My favourite music is from Pixie Lott, Rihanna, Bruno Mars.
23. I read More Magazine religiously. I've been pictured in it once!
24. I don't win competitions, ever!
25. I am nice. :)
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